What It’s Like To Lose Someone To Suicide

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  • ekipa 031
    ekipa 0312 godzin temu

    my uncle died by suicide when i heared that it felt like my guts well out of my stomach

  • kane nine
    kane nine4 godzin temu

    I wish suicide assist was legal like in Switzerland. :( Id rather call that then the suicide hotline. I would never trust to call that number. I wouldn't reccomend it either.

  • Aaron Reinhart
    Aaron Reinhart7 godzin temu

    This is sad for me to watch because nobody in my life knows how many times I've considered suicide and a big part of me still has considered going through with it because of everything I go through on a daily basis and I do it all alone everyday and nothing seems to get better so my unknown purpose to why I'm still alive is wearing really thin

  • Raccoon Monster
    Raccoon Monster15 godzin temu

    Honestly, some of us in this world will just not make it. We will lose love ones, our hearts get broken , plans never kick off and you will be alone. The only thing I am ever happy about is that I got to experience some good memories and love. But now its all gone and I am ready to end myself. I do not think its selfish because no will really try to help you... even if you help them. I am ready to blow my brains out, if my friends read this... or lover... I hope you are all well.... you got this.

  • manolo keng
    manolo kengDzień temu

    The only reason im still alive is because i dont want to hurt my family

  • ekipa 031

    ekipa 031

    2 godzin temu

    stay in that mind set forever

  • Plato
    PlatoDzień temu

    "Life's really short" I hope so

  • Adri Adrian
    Adri Adrian2 dni temu

    I’ve been trying to stay strong and think positive but there’s really nothing I could look forward to. I’m a burden and disappointment to everyone (especially my parents). I’m not attractive nor interesting. I’ve been alone my entire life. It honestly doesn’t matter if I’m here or not since I’m nobody anyway. People would be better off without me!

  • 1D Is my happiness

    1D Is my happiness

    13 godzin temu

    @Adri Adrian you are good enough! Everyone is good enough it’s just that people are so disgusting

  • Agnieszka B

    Agnieszka B

    Dzień temu

    @Adri Adrian dude im słone all my life too, even no syblings. Itd normalna u feel parental pressure cause u dont know how other ppl would react put in your possion. We all think we are differrent and worse than others while in fact we are all just average ppl. U can be happy alone. U can be unhapy in mariage. Being with some1 solves nothing. The key is to be as food to yourself as u are to others and stop permanentny putting others before u. Maybr u are not the burden, maybe they are a burden to u, if i feel bad and lonley and undetrated around them. Maybe try talk about it to some1 who has differrent perspective.

  • Adri Adrian

    Adri Adrian

    Dzień temu

    @Agnieszka B well the thing is, I have nobody and never will. I was always simply not good enough for anyone

  • Agnieszka B

    Agnieszka B

    Dzień temu

    I also thought that, I`ve had suicidal thoughts for 20 years and the truth is you are an average nobody, and so you are not a burden. You are an average normal human like all other ppl. You are not special in a good or bad way. You are average. Normal. You are no more a burden to any1 than all other normal average ppl are to others. For 20 years I`ve learnt that I`m not a burden, that my parents were toxic. In fact if some1 loves u, u will never feel like a burden to them. So if u feel like a burden, the problem is not u, it`s them. You will see that one day like I did. just buy a dog, you will see what love is and u will have something to look forward too and smile at.

  • 1D Is my happiness

    1D Is my happiness

    Dzień temu

    Don’t worry I feel the exact same thing as you and I understand how you feel I really do and I feel so heartbroken for you but don’t worry your not the only one who feels this way ♥️

  • Ajmal Hesam
    Ajmal Hesam2 dni temu

    I know you're feeling i lost my 19 year old son who was 1st year medical student

  • Mary Jane
    Mary Jane3 dni temu

    I've planned my death and it's near. Sorry to everyone i ever pissed off or annoyed

  • John

    John

    2 dni temu

    I'm so with you - for the most part, life isn't worth the aggravation. People always say "Things will get better" but we know they probably won't...

  • Долгополова София

    Долгополова София

    3 dni temu

    hi, wanna talk with me about ur problems on insta or snap pls? i really want tp help!

  • Röntgenci Beşir

    Röntgenci Beşir

    3 dni temu

    İm SO FREAKİN proud of you hun we love you dont you ever leave us try to think the times that you will get new healthy friends and you gonna get drunk high with them you will go to your fav singers concert and I promise you that I will come that concert with you but please don’t you leave us I beg you

  • Sad guy

    Sad guy

    3 dni temu

    Commiting suicide is not a solution to problems. In life you face many problems and there are many solutions you can find whether it's a financial problem or any other.

  • Sad guy

    Sad guy

    3 dni temu

    Would you like it if your loved one is sad and crying because you killed yourself? To see someone you loved in mental pain?

  • Kate Jack
    Kate Jack5 dni temu

    to everyone reading this, please don’t do it. i almost lost my brother to suicide and my whole family was so upset and i cried for days. but i’m so thankful it didn’t work. so please, your family will be so sad that your gone and will never be able to get over it.

  • 1D Is my happiness

    1D Is my happiness

    13 godzin temu

    @Kate Jack I hope your brother is okay now and I’m so sorry about how you had to cry for days I can feel your pain 💔

  • kane nine

    kane nine

    Dzień temu

    @1D Is my happiness My stuffed animal tooted. :D She is a silly pony! XD

  • kane nine

    kane nine

    Dzień temu

    @SuperVladdrakula My stuffed animal farted. XD She is a silly pony. :D

  • SuperVladdrakula

    SuperVladdrakula

    Dzień temu

    @1D Is my happiness Those who suffer because of you, know best who and what they suffer from. And your petty lies, in the face of that, are irrelevant. Truth will still remain truth, they will still suffer. And you will still be selfish soulless sadistic creatures that you are. Never once did your illusions and self-deceit changed that, as of yet. Nor do they have any reason to do so at any point after.

  • SuperVladdrakula

    SuperVladdrakula

    Dzień temu

    @1D Is my happiness "People nowadays get anxiety bc of people like you" No, it's clearly exactly the other way around. You have only your pitiful lies and delusions to back you up. I have the pain, suffering and misery of those who _truly_ suffer as a witness, of what happens because of who. You're the ones that plague them with no respite until they're literal nothing. And then you play the loved trivial game of victim-blaming. Don't you think it's worn out by now?

  • siimplykim xo
    siimplykim xo5 dni temu

    "everything will be good in the end. if its not ok its not the end."

  • kane nine
    kane nine6 dni temu

    This is why i support abortions. I lost everything i care about and i would have preferred to be aborted. When you abort you save a child from suffering and the chance of suffering so much they commit suicide. I think back and imagine what it would have been like if i was never born. It would have been soooo much better. :(

  • kane nine

    kane nine

    8 godzin temu

    @Marceline Abadeer Its probably best i dont say what i lost. I am not gonna fall for it. It would be bad idea to say it

  • Marceline Abadeer

    Marceline Abadeer

    8 godzin temu

    @kane nine what did you lose then?

  • kane nine

    kane nine

    8 godzin temu

    @Marceline Abadeer Honestly i dont know. Not when you lose everything you cared about. I hope more people abort just to save children from this trash world. I will never be the same after i lost what i lost.

  • Marceline Abadeer

    Marceline Abadeer

    4 dni temu

    i don't know what happened to you, but i've been suicidal before. i remember thinking "if my life is going to be this painful, i don't want it". i'm so glad now that i didn't go through with it. i wasn't thinking straight. i didn't want to die, i just wanted my life to be different. i realize that now. so, please just hang in there, keep waking up every day, and one day in the future you'll feel better and you'll be happy that you didn't go through with it.

  • SuperVladdrakula

    SuperVladdrakula

    4 dni temu

    @kane nine You're right...

  • William Richards
    William Richards6 dni temu

    It's only a matter of time (usually a day or 2) until al these people in the replies who say they care about you will forget about you. I'm not suicidal but sometimes I wonder if what these people say really matter, if someone's thinking about suicide saying 'Jesus loves you' the tenth time isn't going to change their mind. Sorry if this came off as rude, just my thoughts.

  • SuperVladdrakula

    SuperVladdrakula

    4 dni temu

    @William Richards You're right...

  • kane nine

    kane nine

    5 dni temu

    @William Richards Yeah and honestly i hate God and find him quite awful anyway i mean to have it where we have to live a boring life to get to heaven can cause some people to be depressed about God i mean many things God expects us to be and do is kinda depressing to me.

  • William Richards

    William Richards

    5 dni temu

    @kane nine Yeah, looking at all these replies, there's always a 'Jesus loves you' and 'People care about you'. I think if you're suicidal you kinda don't care about the gospel or Jesus, because otherwise you probably wouldn't be committing suicide since it's a sin. And when someone dies, they won't have to care about if anyone did actually care about them since they're dead. What the people say are trying to help, I thank them for that, but it would probably mean little to nothing to someone intent on suicide.

  • kane nine

    kane nine

    6 dni temu

    Lol funny you say that i rolled my eyes just now after leaving a different video and someone said that to someone. He said "God loves you" And i was like seriously they say that all the time then i leave come here and see this lol.

  • Aliyah Caraballo
    Aliyah Caraballo6 dni temu

    i’m a normal teenager, i get sad like everyone else..it’s normal, but i wanna die so i don’t have to deal with anything an just be free for once, my mom is barley in my life after she chose drugs instead of me an my brother then when she went to jail i had to live with my dad an his toxic household, i want to live an see the rest of my life but i think about how peaceful after life will be an just wan to end it all, the only thing stopping me is how my family will cope with it all....

  • Marceline Abadeer

    Marceline Abadeer

    4 dni temu

    keep thinking of your family. it's what got me through being suicidal. i realized that if i died, i'd never get to see any of my siblings grow up, i'd never be able to help them when they felt as bad as i did at that time. i didn't want them to be those kids whose sister killed herself. please, hang in there, keep thinking of your family, and one day you'll feel better and you'll be glad you didn't go through with it.

  • 2020
    20206 dni temu

    my grandma committed suicide when i was about 9. even though i dont have too many memories with her since she lived in another country, i keep them in my heart, always close to me, they keep me warm. i wasn't told she committed suicide until recently and it broke me. but im glad i was told then since i was going through a rough time myself. i really wish she hadn't chosen that way, i really wish she was here to see me grow up. but she isnt.

  • johnnys smile
    johnnys smile6 dni temu

    I had always thought about doing it but after losing own do my closest friends to suicide I see how bad it affects people and how broken his parents and everyone else remains . I don't want to see my parents or anyone I care about go through that

  • Will Smith
    Will Smith7 dni temu

    But what If u live alone don’t have friends no family what then?! I’ve got no one!!! No one!! Not a single friend left and I live alone! This broke their families. My family broke me and that makes me want to commit suicide so I’ve got no one left..

  • Ava Lynn

    Ava Lynn

    6 dni temu

    I’m so sorry please stay safe and if you need help please get it, it will be worth it in the end and I understand a lot trust me.

  • throwing deodorant
    throwing deodorant7 dni temu

    Can someone please tell me a effective solution for death? Preferably a poison

  • throwing deodorant

    throwing deodorant

    4 dni temu

    @Wave HotSpot nothing makes sense. You live on a rock floating in vast empty space. Cardi b is a popular artist. In our oceans you can find spiky fish that can inflate instantly.

  • kane nine

    kane nine

    4 dni temu

    @Wave HotSpot Wow i never heard someone happy that wants to die. lol XD But honestly i am NOT happy though i know you were talking to the other dude. But yeah others may not feel the same. But i hope that more woman abort and save children from the chance of suffering. My heart goes out to those born in this trash world. I would not wish this world on anyone. After i lost everything last year i just dont know anymore. I dont know if i will or wont because i think of it everyday now.

  • Wave HotSpot

    Wave HotSpot

    4 dni temu

    @kane nine I've thought about that, but not everyone feels the same.

  • Wave HotSpot

    Wave HotSpot

    4 dni temu

    @throwing deodorant That makes nno since at all... you're happy but you want to die....

  • throwing deodorant

    throwing deodorant

    4 dni temu

    @Wave HotSpot when did i ever say i was depressed, im happy. Death is just my goal. I've been dreaming about it for years.

  • カタリナNcT
    カタリナNcT7 dni temu

    Ya estoy muy cansada, todo lo que quiero es dormir y no hacer nada. Hace dias tuve una conversacion con mi madre en la que descubri que ella de verdad le importa lo que me pase y no solo es su egoismo. Le dije que todo iba a estar bien, que iba a mejorar todo, pero yo no quiero hacerlo, no quiero seguir viviendo. Tengo miedo de que si me voy, mi madre no pueda continuar con su vida y ser feliz. No quiero hacerle daño, no lo merece, pero honestamente ya no se que hacer... quiero irme pero no puedo... estoy desesperada

  • カタリナNcT

    カタリナNcT

    4 dni temu

    @amphirrhox uwu yo también te quiero♡ gracias por el mensaje, actualmente ya me encuentro mejor!

  • amphirrhox

    amphirrhox

    7 dni temu

    todo va a mejorar poco a poco, aunque suene poco original y todo el mundo lo diga, es verdad todo va a mejorar poco a poco, no puedo decirte mucho porque despues de este comentario tal vez no nos veamos nunca mas , y no se mucho sobre ti, pero siempre hay gente como tu mama que te apoya, no soy psicologo ni nada, pero puedo recomendarte que hagas cosas que te hagan sentir bien, come chocolate, pinta, escribe , baila, se que aunque no tengas ganas de hacer nada, debe haber algo que imagines , algo con lo que sueñes o te guste, aferrate a eso y no te despegues, si una extraña se preocupa por ti, los demas a tu alrededor tambien. Eres genial!, gracias por compartir eso con nostrxs, no tomes medidas desesperadas, todos te queremos mucho

  • JJ B
    JJ B7 dni temu

    i wish it was me

  • Ava Lynn

    Ava Lynn

    6 dni temu

    Trust me you do not it destroys a person I’m so serious this destroyed me and her family please stay safe and if you need help please get it!❤️

  • TheManInBlack
    TheManInBlack7 dni temu

    its been unbearably hard the past few years, i watch this to remind myself my mother needs me.. only reason to live but it's a good one.. mental illness sucks ruined my life, im so sorry to anyone who has experienced loss of a loved one to this. to anyone thinking about doing it, dont. if i have to stay you guys watching and in the comment section have to stay. hope the best for everyone.

  • Ray Archer
    Ray Archer8 dni temu

    What if you have no one to help you and if you say anything everyone tells you all you need is a swift kick in the pants and you will feel better

  • Shea X

    Shea X

    8 dni temu

    I dont know you but I know you are loved and you are appreciated. if you ever need someone to talk to my dms are open on instagram @sheaxwoods. Please have a good day and stay safe

  • lian gonzalez
    lian gonzalez8 dni temu

    so this is how my parents and so called friends when I die.. I hope someone will care

  • Wave HotSpot

    Wave HotSpot

    5 dni temu

    I care too! Your life is so precious, just hold on please. You'll never know what tomorrow might bring. You could be approaching the day when you meet someone or something life-changing.

  • Horny ass Sinners

    Horny ass Sinners

    8 dni temu

    I care

  • Beck
    Beck9 dni temu

    It's been a week since I got the news. I'm crying every day and I feel numb.

  • Beck

    Beck

    4 dni temu

    here i am again. yeah... i am not coping very well

  • John Smith
    John Smith10 dni temu

    I feel that some of the people left behind aren't putting themselves in the position of someone who's been in mental an physical pain for a long time, who only smiles in old photos.

  • Mr Greey
    Mr Greey10 dni temu

    To all you believers is you telling me that god made the universe made every Fk thing out there that’s is mind blowing but ye he decided to make life look like this, I feel like me as a human being would do batter job this life sucks..I want to but ten shots in my brain

  • saerantk
    saerantk11 dni temu

    The person who I love the most told me that if I want to kill myself I just need to do it haha

  • Samiha Dances

    Samiha Dances

    9 dni temu

    @VtCx tou are an idiot for saying that you think of yourself as an idiot. U can choose to share your problems with an online counselor. Or you can choose to share them with a trusted friend. There is always an option. You can choose differently. You can choose to love yourself.

  • VtCx

    VtCx

    9 dni temu

    @Samiha Dances If I don't give up then I'm an idiot for spending more time here

  • Samiha Dances

    Samiha Dances

    9 dni temu

    @VtCx tell me why do you think like that? why do you have to give up on yourself?

  • VtCx

    VtCx

    9 dni temu

    @Samiha Dances I have plenty of right to give up on myself, I may be a coward for it but at least I'm smart enough to not suffer for an eternity

  • Samiha Dances

    Samiha Dances

    10 dni temu

    @VtCx don't do it. Why are you giving up on yourself? You have no right to give up on your self.

  • Rezan Nullas
    Rezan Nullas11 dni temu

    Bye!

  • カタリナNcT

    カタリナNcT

    7 dni temu

    Espero que descanses... te deseo lo mejor

  • Manjot Kaloty

    Manjot Kaloty

    10 dni temu

    Please do not leave. There is so much to see. Someone cares about you. I promise

  • saerantk

    saerantk

    11 dni temu

    Heyyyyy, you're loved. Please don't go you're really worth it, you're valid

  • alex

    alex

    11 dni temu

    Dont go, please

  • Margaux Cammaert

    Margaux Cammaert

    11 dni temu

    Please stay. You’re loved. People care about u

  • Just Lurkin
    Just Lurkin11 dni temu

    I guess this can save me some time but how many times can I keep watching this stuff and getting steered away from takin myself out but one day I’ll prolly become numb to it and that’ll b that u know guys I cry for all of u and myself and for one day we get stronger but for some of us it’s just won’t get better

  • Aya Kh
    Aya Kh11 dni temu

    I'll kill myself I hate my life so much

  • Wave HotSpot

    Wave HotSpot

    5 dni temu

    Your life is so precious, just hold on please. You'll never know what tomorrow might bring. You could be approaching the day when you meet someone or something life-changing.

  • カタリナNcT

    カタリナNcT

    7 dni temu

    rest

  • Evča L

    Evča L

    9 dni temu

    Please don´t. You will get through this, ok? Don´t give up! I am sending a hug to you 😊🤗

  • Manjot Kaloty

    Manjot Kaloty

    10 dni temu

    @Aya Kh Hey. Do you need someone to talk to?

  • alex

    alex

    11 dni temu

    Please don’t

  • Matt Riddle
    Matt Riddle11 dni temu

    Life is meaningless and this video only makes it worse. Why did I have to be born just why. I’m leaving this world soon

  • SuperVladdrakula

    SuperVladdrakula

    3 dni temu

    @kane nine You genuinely seem to be one of the smarter ones here...

  • kane nine

    kane nine

    3 dni temu

    @SuperVladdrakula Yeah. :(

  • SuperVladdrakula

    SuperVladdrakula

    3 dni temu

    @kane nine "And i dont like you said "It pisses me off"" Actually, I didn't like it too. "Alot of people in this world are just born to suffer." Indeed.

  • Wave HotSpot

    Wave HotSpot

    3 dni temu

    @kane nine I'm so sorry , I would do anything to show people how important they are :(

  • kane nine

    kane nine

    4 dni temu

    @Wave HotSpot Not if your being controlled. :( Some people are not able to enjoy what they want because they are forced to never be able to enjoy some things they want. :( And i dont like you said "It pisses me off" I mean it kinda scares me you say that like your mad at her for being sad. :( Alot of people in this world are just born to suffer.

  • Ankit
    Ankit12 dni temu

    There's no way to save me really. I hate every single one in this world because everyone isn't genuine or they just hate me.

  • The One
    The One12 dni temu

    It still feels like yesterday. After 15 years

  • RioZé YT
    RioZé YT13 dni temu

    Watching how Peta describes how she feels is what I imagine my mother saying and it kills me and prevents me from doing it.

  • Brad Martin

    Brad Martin

    13 dni temu

    Its such a finality. And the hardest thing to true to deal with.

  • Katana Spotted Bear
    Katana Spotted Bear13 dni temu

    You know what's really funny, your parent is telling you to go when a complete stranger is telling you to stay.

  • Manjot Kaloty

    Manjot Kaloty

    10 dni temu

    I am so sorry. But you know what? We are warriors and you are still here. You are so strong and will get through this. I promise

  • Takop

    Takop

    13 dni temu

    Sorry to hear what your going threw. Life can be unfair at times, man

  • Alisha Jones
    Alisha Jones14 dni temu

    we are all suicidal kids.. telling other kids not to commit suicide :((

  • SuperVladdrakula

    SuperVladdrakula

    4 dni temu

    Speak for yourself.

  • Viveca Davis
    Viveca Davis14 dni temu

    I wish my mom never had me. I came from her wound, not her womb!

  • saturn yay
    saturn yay14 dni temu

    ill loose myself to suicide. Thats all i know

  • Evča L

    Evča L

    9 dni temu

    Don´t please! It is gonna be ok, okay? This hug is for you😊🤗

  • Manjot Kaloty

    Manjot Kaloty

    10 dni temu

    Hey. Do you need someone to talk to?

  • Roberta Sanna
    Roberta Sanna15 dni temu

    How can I enjoy life if I know that I'm going to fail everything I do...?

  • Manjot Kaloty

    Manjot Kaloty

    9 dni temu

    @Roberta Sanna Aw. I am glad. Keep fighting ☺

  • Roberta Sanna

    Roberta Sanna

    9 dni temu

    @Manjot Kaloty omg thank you so much you made my day ToT

  • Manjot Kaloty

    Manjot Kaloty

    10 dni temu

    You are not a failure. Being here today is an accomplishment. You were strong enough to get up in the morning and one day will do things that you love. Keep fighting

  • Ooopsie Peach
    Ooopsie Peach15 dni temu

    My friend had a failed suicide attempt. He had been dealing with horrible family problems. I got a call from his uncle, saying he was in a coma at the hospital. I’m in Missouri, my friend is Arizona. I kept calling and calling. I thought I might lose him, so I wanted to join him. I started to harm myself, and I knew I wanted to take my own life. If it weren’t for me telling my friend goodbye, I wouldn’t be here. Everyday, more than 100 people take their own life, please speak up. You are the reason someone smiles.

  • Youtube Account
    Youtube Account16 dni temu

    Suicide is not always bad, if someone is at least 1 year younger than adulthood, doesnt have any decendants, and isnt taking care of any non biological child/animal on their own that hasnt found a new home yet then it is acceptable. However, if the person is suffering from a terminal illness then their age shouldnt matter if they are going to die anyways.

  • Crawford Klinner
    Crawford Klinner17 dni temu

    I’m just tired. REALLY tired. I’ll go take a nap.

  • Crawford Klinner

    Crawford Klinner

    14 dni temu

    @Teagan Boyd no I meant I’m actually tired of stress and all so I was gonna go sleep for a bit. But thanks for worrying

  • Teagan Boyd

    Teagan Boyd

    15 dni temu

    it isn't going to be like this forever. If you're looking for a sign to keep fighting, this is it.

  • MIZ DEE STEADY
    MIZ DEE STEADY17 dni temu

    Its my birthday today, i genuinely want it to be my last. Im just so tired.

  • Teagan Boyd

    Teagan Boyd

    15 dni temu

    it isn't going to be like this forever. If you're looking for a sign to keep fighting, this is it.

  • MIZ DEE STEADY

    MIZ DEE STEADY

    17 dni temu

    @Nikola Jokic I want to try. I want to live and not survive.

  • MIZ DEE STEADY

    MIZ DEE STEADY

    17 dni temu

    @Fatma Ali Today made me realise how everyone thinks i mean so much to them and how much they believe in me. I genuinely want to het help and overcome this. Thank you for your words of encouragement.

  • Nikola Jokic

    Nikola Jokic

    17 dni temu

    Battling depression is like being a soldier, except whether you survive or not is all on you. Be a survivor. Don't go to the mass wasteland of all those who did not survive.

  • Fatma Ali

    Fatma Ali

    17 dni temu

    Please know that your future is bright and even if it might not seem like it, things will get better I promise you. You matter so much. I love you so please don’t do anything bad to yourself because one day you will open your eyes and realize that you’re happy and I promise you that it’ll get better.

  • E Bless
    E Bless17 dni temu

    The ppl I love dont care ..and im smart enough to know the helplines are jus gonna be ppl telling me what they think I wanna hear ...The only happy thought in my head is hoping my death will hurt the ppl who hurt me... even if its just for the single day I'd probly be mourned

  • Teagan Boyd

    Teagan Boyd

    15 dni temu

    it isn't going to be like this forever. If you're looking for a sign to keep fighting, this is it. YOU ARE LOVED. TRUST ME IT WON'T BE LIKE THIS. GET HELP PLEASE.

  • Nikola Jokic

    Nikola Jokic

    17 dni temu

    Battling depression is like being a soldier, except whether you survive or not is all on you. Be a survivor. Don't go to the mass wasteland of all those who did not survive. Call the lifeline. They are gonna say much more than what you expect.

  • Siham Selm
    Siham Selm18 dni temu

    Miss the happy me the last time I was really happy I was like 10 years old. I don't wanna die but I don't wanna feel this pain anymore

  • Wave HotSpot

    Wave HotSpot

    5 dni temu

    Please get help. You are so young, you don't deserve to feel this way. I promise everything gets better. Your life is so precious, just hold on please. You'll never know what tomorrow might bring. You could be approaching the day when you meet someone or something life-changing. You have the chance to become anything you want in life. You also have the chance to give your future kids (if you plan on having them) the best life you can give them. I have no idea how you feel, and maybe I never will. I hate how life is full of suffering and pain. But if we didn't suffer, we would never know the value of all the happy moments in life.

  • Teagan Boyd

    Teagan Boyd

    15 dni temu

    it isn't going to be like this forever. If you're looking for a sign to keep fighting, this is it. YOU ARE LOVED. TRUST ME IT WON'T BE LIKE THIS. GET HELP PLEASE.

  • aly
    aly19 dni temu

    i lost my boyfriend to suicide 1 yo ago. its still hurt. im crying every night. please stay safe and talk to someone when you feel bad

  • kane nine

    kane nine

    5 dni temu

    @PLclip Account EXACTLY! This is why i dont trust anyone or a therapist or the suicide hotline.

  • Youtube Account

    Youtube Account

    16 dni temu

    Talking to someone can make things worse and the suicidal person can end up in a mental hospital because of it.

  • M.H. L.
    M.H. L.19 dni temu

    I just want to be a battery in the matrix.

  • Rick Freeman

    Rick Freeman

    22 godzin temu

    Felt the same....

  • Etienñe Luies
    Etienñe Luies22 dni temu

    People may judge me for believing this, but wait listen please... When I was 8 my mother died right infront of me literally...I had to watch her die and get pulled away and put in her coffin...Worse yet before she died she also tried to commit 3 times, 2 landing her in the hospital...She also had bipolar and schizophrenia...She died due to a heart attack at the age of 36 when I was 8... I was bullied throughout my childhood, my parents tried to help me, but I would sometimes push them away... I only got a stepmother at 15, Lost my dog that I shared my whole life with and during this pandemic...I almost committed suicide because of the extreme anxiety and stress... I would cry on the floor and beg for death, god or anything to take me literally! But then something changed...I decided "I dont want to take my life...This is my life and I still have many years before it's my time." I prayed a prayer one night...I pray and cried for god to just...Help me, to take the pain away...And you know what...He did! The moment I stopped praying and opened my eyes... I didnt immediately feel better, but I felt different...I felt like now I could atleast breath! Over the last months...It has almost completely disappeared!😁 Suicide is not the answer, think of it this way "Do you really want to take your life?" I know it hurts to continue living like this, but just keep fighting, it gets better...Trust me😉😊

  • SuperVladdrakula

    SuperVladdrakula

    4 dni temu

    @Teagan Boyd "it isn't going to be like this forever." Yeah, because you die sooner.

  • SuperVladdrakula

    SuperVladdrakula

    4 dni temu

    @Niall "such a powerful story!" Yeah, except it's probably made up. I know these religious types... They'll make up and say anything to spout their religious junk. Sorry, but I find it hard to believe... Things don't just magically go away like that. That's rubbish.

  • Etienñe Luies

    Etienñe Luies

    15 dni temu

    @Teagan Boyd I already am a lot better thanks 😊 but I am still getting help

  • Teagan Boyd

    Teagan Boyd

    15 dni temu

    it isn't going to be like this forever. If you're looking for a sign to keep fighting, this is it. YOU ARE LOVED. TRUST ME IT WON'T BE LIKE THIS. GET HELP PLEASE.

  • Crawford Klinner

    Crawford Klinner

    17 dni temu

    I’ll consider praying

  • Dylan Anthony
    Dylan Anthony22 dni temu

    everything i wanted to say has been said better in these comments

  • carlos lopez
    carlos lopez23 dni temu

    I really wish I could see my friend just one more time, I feel guilt for her death to this day

  • Bonna Marie Memoracion
    Bonna Marie Memoracion24 dni temu

    I'm here again, I'm having suicidal thoughts once again.

  • Youtube Account

    Youtube Account

    10 dni temu

    @Beloved Of Christ how do you know the authors were telling the truth?

  • Beloved Of Christ

    Beloved Of Christ

    10 dni temu

    @PLclip Account It confirms that the Bible is the infallible Word of God.

  • Beloved Of Christ

    Beloved Of Christ

    10 dni temu

    @PLclip Account The Bible is unique among all the books in the world, and its message is unified throughout all 66 books. It was written by over 40 different writers, including shepherds, kings, priests, scholars, fishermen, and prophets, over a span of 1,500 years. However, the Bible remains unified in its message even though it displays a wide variety of genres and its authors wrote for a variety of purposes and exhibited a broad range of emotions.

  • Youtube Account

    Youtube Account

    11 dni temu

    @Beloved Of Christ how do we know if any of the scrolls are reliable?

  • Youtube Account

    Youtube Account

    11 dni temu

    @Beloved Of Christ how does any of what you said do that?

  • Siti Kazimah
    Siti Kazimah24 dni temu

    i come here again, and i want to be dead so bad.

  • Youtube Account

    Youtube Account

    14 dni temu

    @Beloved Of Christ why couldnt something else have just been? Why couldnt the first cause if there was one have been just as it was? Why your god?

  • Beloved Of Christ

    Beloved Of Christ

    14 dni temu

    @PLclip Account plclip.info/show/aat6r6mnh5fVaJQ/wideo

  • Beloved Of Christ

    Beloved Of Christ

    14 dni temu

    @PLclip Account plclip.info/show/Zm-er5u3bIeRfGU/wideo

  • Beloved Of Christ

    Beloved Of Christ

    14 dni temu

    @PLclip Account God always was. He is the Great ‘I AM’. He just is. He always will be. He created, and His creation bears witness to His glory and majesty!

  • Youtube Account

    Youtube Account

    15 dni temu

    @Beloved Of Christ I never said it came from nothing, but how do you know it came from yaweh specifically? Also, how was god created then?

  • nina
    nina24 dni temu

    I just need a painless way

  • Youtube Account

    Youtube Account

    6 dni temu

    @throwing deodorant ok I hope you let me know if you know anything

  • throwing deodorant

    throwing deodorant

    6 dni temu

    @PLclip Account im still looking

  • throwing deodorant

    throwing deodorant

    6 dni temu

    @PLclip Account i don't know

  • Youtube Account

    Youtube Account

    7 dni temu

    @throwing deodorant what would you say is a good method?

  • throwing deodorant

    throwing deodorant

    7 dni temu

    @PLclip Account i guess you have a good point.

  • Yuvraj Chopra
    Yuvraj Chopra25 dni temu

    If people label suicide as selfish, kindly fck off because you don't know how much that person was suffering and they couldn't find the required help from family, friends and going to therapy, antidepressants didn't work. Sometimes, parents have to be realistic, responsible and accountable for all that's happened

  • SuperVladdrakula

    SuperVladdrakula

    4 dni temu

    @Crawford Klinner I do too...

  • Crawford Klinner

    Crawford Klinner

    17 dni temu

    I strongly agree

  • Jman Tube
    Jman Tube25 dni temu

    My mom committed suicide January 5th, 2021. Being 15, and loosing a mom to suicide has been the worst time of my life. Idek how to feel.

  • Crawford Klinner

    Crawford Klinner

    17 dni temu

    Jesus Christ.... that was so recent too.... I hope you are doing better, and pls know that God always loves you :)

  • Geraldine Palavecino

    Geraldine Palavecino

    24 dni temu

    So sorry

  • C l e n g e e
    C l e n g e e25 dni temu

    What's the point of living if I'm useless?

  • Youtube Account

    Youtube Account

    8 dni temu

    @Vivian K Hill nothing, but you asking that implies that there is something very wrong with you

  • Vivian K Hill

    Vivian K Hill

    8 dni temu

    @PLclip Account What is wrong with you?

  • Crawford Klinner

    Crawford Klinner

    14 dni temu

    @C l e n g e e then accomplish small things at a time. And you still tried so you aren’t useless.have a good day

  • C l e n g e e

    C l e n g e e

    14 dni temu

    @Crawford Klinner I don't agree with you on this. I've never said that I'm useless because i hate trying this. I'm useless because i tried to accomplish things.

  • Crawford Klinner

    Crawford Klinner

    15 dni temu

    @C l e n g e e that is not a good reason. You are useful at things, but you hate to try. Don’t just say your useless, try to be useful

  • Sany Meow
    Sany Meow25 dni temu

    I always have suicide thoughs and depression. A lot of people say to me "everything is fine,dont be sad". Its not that easy if you dont know what I experienced in my life....

  • Teagan Boyd

    Teagan Boyd

    15 dni temu

    it isn't going to be like this forever. If you're looking for a sign to keep fighting, this is it. YOU ARE LOVED. TRUST ME IT WON'T BE LIKE THIS. GET HELP PLEASE.

  • Sany Meow

    Sany Meow

    24 dni temu

    @Beloved Of Christ thank you ❤️

  • Beloved Of Christ

    Beloved Of Christ

    24 dni temu

    Jesus loves you Sany

  • Maddy Harvey
    Maddy Harvey26 dni temu

    If you’re suicidal and you’re here, try searching ‘when I’ve wanted to die’ by Anna Akana. Since you’re already online. It’s not a cure but it helped me when I was on the brink of ending my own life.

  • Teagan Boyd

    Teagan Boyd

    15 dni temu

    it isn't going to be like this forever. If you're looking for a sign to keep fighting, this is it. YOU ARE LOVED. TRUST ME IT WON'T BE LIKE THIS. GET HELP PLEASE.

  • Sil
    Sil27 dni temu

    My girlfriend is in a lot of pain. Something only she is going trough. I can watch her from the side lines as she struggles too stay alive. I wish i could do something. I wish i had more time with her. she had been planning this for 6 years now and i think the end is close. like couple weeks close.

  • Beloved Of Christ

    Beloved Of Christ

    24 dni temu

    Please tell her, that Jesus loves her

  • Sebastian Castellanos
    Sebastian Castellanos28 dni temu

    I’m gonna be free forever when i leave this world. Suicide is the ultimate gift.

  • Teagan Boyd

    Teagan Boyd

    15 dni temu

    it isn't going to be like this forever. If you're looking for a sign to keep fighting, this is it. YOU ARE LOVED. TRUST ME IT WON'T BE LIKE THIS. GET HELP PLEASE.

  • A A

    A A

    27 dni temu

    Stay strong, you are loved and worthy even if it doesn't feel like it. Please talk to someone if you are feeling suicidal.

  • Daisy Casey

    Daisy Casey

    27 dni temu

  • Will Pierce
    Will Pierce28 dni temu

    I am about to have my birthday on the 3rd, and I know no one will remember, this has happened for 2 years now. And it sucks, I have no friends, and the friends I did have left me for another group of people. I have contemplated Suicide for awhile, maybe 7 years. I never get scared of the idea but going through with it is my problem. I don't want it to hurt I just want to go. But I don't at the same time, but I feel it's my only choice. I am still fighting this demon and to anyone out there feeling the same way, with no friends, and just pure sadness you are not alone. I am not saying Suicide is the answer, I know it is tempting, I'm very tempted all the time. But remember not to give up, life could change tmr, and maybe you can grow into someone that others look up to because of your scars.

  • Crawford Klinner

    Crawford Klinner

    17 dni temu

    @Will Pierce HAPPY LATE BIRTHDAY! Here are your birthday gifts: 🎂🎂🎂🥓🌭🍣🍲🍕🍔🍣🍚🍷🍷🥙🍺🍘🍾🍜🥣🌮🥫🍙🍭🍣🥫🧊🦪🍾🍝🍸🍹⚽️🏈🥎🏀🏐🎾⚽️🏉🥈🥉🏅🥉🥈🥉🏅🥉🥈🥉🏅🥉🥈🥉🏅🎫🎗🎫🎗🎫🎗🎫🎗🎫🎹🎹🎼🎼🎧🎺🎷🤹🏼‍♂️🎲🧩🎰🎲 1000000000 free trips to anywhere you want. 5 kittens and 5 puppies :) God loves you! 999999999999999 birthday cards and gifts. And lastly a virtual hug from me!

  • Harsh Srivastava

    Harsh Srivastava

    17 dni temu

    @Will Pierce Happy belated birthday my friend

  • Hello Mate

    Hello Mate

    19 dni temu

    @Will Pierce Happy birthday !! Enjoy it, need someone to talk to my Twitter is sunkunoo , ily. So much

  • Will Pierce

    Will Pierce

    19 dni temu

    @Kyla Vasquez thank you! It's my birthday today actually, haven't got one text yet so thank you.

  • Kyla Vasquez

    Kyla Vasquez

    22 dni temu

    advance happy birthday 🎉

  • kblaze4
    kblaze428 dni temu

    When we do people think we want attention or you look at us like we are crazy

  • Beloved Of Christ

    Beloved Of Christ

    24 dni temu

    Jesus loves you Justin

  • Youtube Account
    Youtube Account28 dni temu

    Suicide is not always bad, if someone is at least 1 year younger than adulthood, doesnt have any decendants, and isnt taking care of any non biological child/animal on their own that hasnt found a new home yet then it is acceptable.

  • Crawford Klinner

    Crawford Klinner

    17 dni temu

    @Beloved Of Christ ignore them. I know you meant good..

  • Crawford Klinner

    Crawford Klinner

    17 dni temu

    @Skinny Bob the grey bruh, their trying to comfort this person and people just start bashing them. Please, let us have our own opinions.

  • Skinny Bob the grey

    Skinny Bob the grey

    22 dni temu

    @Beloved Of Christ stfu religion is bs

  • Beloved Of Christ

    Beloved Of Christ

    24 dni temu

    @PLclip Account It can be found in the Bible- if you don’t trust the Bible, I understand. There is a book and film called A Case For Christ: it is solely based on fact and non-fiction. I hope you accept Jesus as your Lord and Saviour, believing in your heart that he is risen!! He loves you so much :)

  • Youtube Account

    Youtube Account

    24 dni temu

    @Beloved Of Christ how is any of thay evidence and where can it all be found?

  • Andrew G
    Andrew GMiesiąc temu

    I lost my youngest brother 3 weeks ago the pain isso unbearable he touched so many people in his short life and from all walks of life.

  • Teagan Boyd

    Teagan Boyd

    15 dni temu

    it isn't going to be like this forever. If you're looking for a sign to keep fighting, this is it. YOU ARE LOVED. TRUST ME IT WON'T BE LIKE THIS. GET HELP PLEASE.

  • Mel Joy
    Mel JoyMiesiąc temu

    i have social anxiety and this is ruining my life. i care too much about what other people think about me and i feel like i can‘t fit in anywhere. i‘m at the point in my life where i really don‘t want to be alive anymore but i also don‘t have the guts to kill myself because even if i would i‘d still be too afraid what other people would think about me.

  • Teagan Boyd

    Teagan Boyd

    15 dni temu

    it isn't going to be like this forever. If you're looking for a sign to keep fighting, this is it. YOU ARE LOVED. TRUST ME IT WON'T BE LIKE THIS. GET HELP PLEASE.

  • Winston Canpolat

    Winston Canpolat

    24 dni temu

    @Beloved Of Christ lol

  • Beloved Of Christ

    Beloved Of Christ

    24 dni temu

    Jesus loves you Mel

  • Winston Canpolat

    Winston Canpolat

    Miesiąc temu

    Read into stoicism, that should help to some extend.

  • Parambir Jhass

    Parambir Jhass

    Miesiąc temu

    You are not alone, I feel the exact same. I think with Covid and everyone staying apart for a year or so now, it has only negatively affected people like you and me. I can't imagine going out into crowded places now that I haven't been exposed to those environments for such a long time. I have a challenge for you. When restrictions lighten up, try to follow this goal. Introduce yourself to one person a month. Slowly then work your way up and build your confidence until you can introduce yourself to multiple people per week. Try and keep this goal and make it a habit. I feel that it may be of benefit for you, I would like to try the same thing when restrictions lighten in my area. Furthermore, please do seek help, there is no shame in it. Another thing I would like to remind you is that the odds of YOU being born are 1 in 400 trillion! Imagine that! It is always possible to turn around from a negative situation!

  • clumpybrain
    clumpybrainMiesiąc temu

    ihad a plan this video made me overthink it

  • Teagan Boyd

    Teagan Boyd

    15 dni temu

    it isn't going to be like this forever. If you're looking for a sign to keep fighting, this is it. YOU ARE LOVED. TRUST ME IT WON'T BE LIKE THIS. GET HELP PLEASE.

  • Beloved Of Christ

    Beloved Of Christ

    24 dni temu

    Jesus loves you

  • Youtube Account

    Youtube Account

    28 dni temu

    @livi sherlock proof?

  • ThatGuy

    ThatGuy

    Miesiąc temu

    Pogchamp

  • livi sherlock

    livi sherlock

    Miesiąc temu

    You will get through this I did and feel happier than ever x

  • Jellybeantiger
    JellybeantigerMiesiąc temu

    On the rise in this unforgiving modern World,hugs and condolences to these people.

  • Huyền Vu
    Huyền VuMiesiąc temu

    Having suicidal thoughts is like feeling trapped.

  • Teagan Boyd

    Teagan Boyd

    15 dni temu

    it isn't going to be like this forever. If you're looking for a sign to keep fighting, this is it. YOU ARE LOVED. TRUST ME IT WON'T BE LIKE THIS. GET HELP PLEASE.

  • Beloved Of Christ

    Beloved Of Christ

    24 dni temu

    Jesus loves you Liên

  • Daisy Gomez
    Daisy GomezMiesiąc temu

    I just lost a school mate to suicide. I didn’t know them personally and nor did he. He was an all star athlete and student about to graduate this year in a very small knit community so many people knew of him. No one would have expected it from him. I found out yesterday and oh boy, how my day changed. I had a hard time sleeping and walking into the halls of school seeing everyone comfort each other, teachers crying, and so many counselors ready to talk to people. It’s been more than 24 hours since it happened and my community will be changed forever. I can’t imagine what his family and friends must be going through. If you’re reading this please reach out to others and see how they’re doing. Reassure them that you are there for them and that they are loved and they belong. If you ever contemplated self harm or suicide know that that isn’t the only option. Reach out to someone because there are many people who care and love you. You matter!! Rest easy Cade. #CG4🕊🤍

  • Teagan Boyd

    Teagan Boyd

    15 dni temu

    it isn't going to be like this forever. If you're looking for a sign to keep fighting, this is it. YOU ARE LOVED. TRUST ME IT WON'T BE LIKE THIS. GET HELP PLEASE.

  • Youtube Account

    Youtube Account

    16 dni temu

    @Crawford Klinner yes or no?

  • Crawford Klinner

    Crawford Klinner

    17 dni temu

    @PLclip Account BrUh..

  • Youtube Account

    Youtube Account

    28 dni temu

    Do you have proof for that last part? That people care?

  • Tsaqif Rizky
    Tsaqif RizkyMiesiąc temu

    tl;dw it sucks

  • ineedahug_yuh on ig
    ineedahug_yuh on igMiesiąc temu

    i dont care anymore, im doing it.

  • miss quack

    miss quack

    12 dni temu

    NO! DONT YOU DARE DO THAT you have your whole life ahead. getting married, having your own children (even if you arent female) having those happy moments ahead, and you want to give it up because right now its hard? NO. it gets better, i promise. the reason everyone says that is because, well, its true. these thoughts and feelings dont ever last your whole life. and PLEASEE call the su!c!de hotline, please. i know im a stranger on the internet, but please. the people in your life that love you would find you, and cry. they would be so sad that your gone. please dont go. it. gets. better.

  • Teagan Boyd

    Teagan Boyd

    15 dni temu

    it isn't going to be like this forever. If you're looking for a sign to keep fighting, this is it. YOU ARE LOVED. TRUST ME IT WON'T BE LIKE THIS. GET HELP PLEASE.

  • Love Myself

    Love Myself

    16 dni temu

    Just do it. The people in the Comments who just say ‘just don’t kill your self’ has absolutely know nothing about what your going through. You know yourself better than them. In the end, it’s a matter of choice if you want to be dead or alive. It’s all up to you.

  • Youtube Account

    Youtube Account

    16 dni temu

    @Crawford Klinner no Im being honest

  • Crawford Klinner

    Crawford Klinner

    17 dni temu

    @ineedahug_yuh on ig I respect your religion :) pls have a good day,

  • Jackson Inc.
    Jackson Inc.Miesiąc temu

    If you lose someone to suicide, trust me, you're the villain (Damn, that's a good lyric right there might as well be a rap song)

  • Grapes Are Good
    Grapes Are GoodMiesiąc temu

    Crazy how so many of us tell anyone going through pain that suicide is not the answer, yet we dont know the answer for ourselves..

  • Beloved Of Christ

    Beloved Of Christ

    24 dni temu

    Jesus loves you

  • Emil Le'Teal
    Emil Le'TealMiesiąc temu

    Year ago I told my dad that I feel depressed and that everything is just a lot of pressure. Nothing I do makes them proud. What he told me is that I shouldn't feel depressed because I have it better then other kids. Now I feel guilty for feeling like this.

  • Teagan Boyd

    Teagan Boyd

    15 dni temu

    it isn't going to be like this forever. If you're looking for a sign to keep fighting, this is it. YOU ARE LOVED. TRUST ME IT WON'T BE LIKE THIS. GET HELP PLEASE.

  • Beloved Of Christ

    Beloved Of Christ

    16 dni temu

    @Crawford Klinner God sent his Only Begotten Son to die for every person, because He loves every person, and knows each of them by name- He cares for you too!!

  • Crawford Klinner

    Crawford Klinner

    17 dni temu

    @Beloved Of Christ ok, ngl maybe you should say this on EVERY comment, but it’s ok.

  • Beloved Of Christ

    Beloved Of Christ

    24 dni temu

    Jesus loves you Emil

  • Aayushi Medha

    Aayushi Medha

    Miesiąc temu

    They are not aware about mental health problems and don't treat it like any other disease. Please don't feel guilty. It's not your fault. Just hold on. If you can't go for therapies try watching online videos and reading articles. I know it can't substitute for proper therapy but you will feel much better. Have a caring attitude towards your own self and trust me it will be better with time and effort. I know you might be knowing this but I'm just reassuring. It takes a lot of courage to realise and speak out and it is really devastating when people don't understand. You can't change your father but you can surely stand for yourself. Try to talk to some friend or someone you can approach. If not just hold on, believe. Everything will fall in place. You will find your purpose in life, soon. Have a good day and life ❤

  • hzacprio
    hzacprioMiesiąc temu

    I'm trying so hard on staying by watching these videos, but nothing is helping, it's like i don't care about the people around me anymore all I care about is wanting to be free and happy

  • Beloved Of Christ

    Beloved Of Christ

    24 dni temu

    Jesus loves you Hzacprio

  • Emma Mclndng

    Emma Mclndng

    Miesiąc temu

    Yeah, I know how it feels. I'm sorry too, that you feel it. But perhaps you shouldn't live your life for the people around you. Live your life for yourself, start little by little.

  • Rick M
    Rick MMiesiąc temu

    I lost my mom to suicide last year. I wish I could hug you all. God bless us!

  • Manjot Kaloty

    Manjot Kaloty

    10 dni temu

    Hey. I am really sorry Rick. I wish there was something I could do. I am sending all my love.

  • Pheromone Z

    Pheromone Z

    26 dni temu

    plclip.info/show/fah7sIK8pIyvf5Q/wideo Very disheartening episode I've too lost my father but Brother I wanna say to u that human birth is very very precious use it wisely, sending lots of ❣️

  • Rick M

    Rick M

    Miesiąc temu

    @BigDaddyB Thank you kind sir.

  • BigDaddyB

    BigDaddyB

    Miesiąc temu

    sorry for your loss mate

  • jessica
    jessicaMiesiąc temu

    a toxic environment

  • ember :3
    ember :3Miesiąc temu

    this really changed my mindset.

  • Teagan Boyd

    Teagan Boyd

    15 dni temu

    it isn't going to be like this forever. If you're looking for a sign to keep fighting, this is it. YOU ARE LOVED. TRUST ME IT WON'T BE LIKE THIS. GET HELP PLEASE.

  • clumpybrain

    clumpybrain

    Miesiąc temu

    hey man, hope youre okay :)

  • Blaze
    BlazeMiesiąc temu

    Why only after that kind of vids and film I start thinking about how important it is to hear my friends, my mom, treat them well, not be a fkn selfish jerk? Also that LIFE IS SHORT and one day u just could have no opportunity to apologize and say how much u love. How much do we have to watch about death to start appreciating what we have?

  • Blaze
    BlazeMiesiąc temu

    Listening to Peta who lost her daughter to suicide, you just see how it to lost your child. I mean, there is lots of pain in her words, so u just think about your own parents.. How it could be for them. Don't hurt members of your family this way, guys.

  • UniIsPoggers
    UniIsPoggersMiesiąc temu

    I lost an online friend to suicide. And it us ( our friend group ) really hard. It really hurts. And I feel like it’s my fault.

  • Inês Rodrigues
    Inês RodriguesMiesiąc temu

    i'm sorry mommy, i didnt think about the way you would feel

  • Teagan Boyd

    Teagan Boyd

    15 dni temu

    it isn't going to be like this forever. If you're looking for a sign to keep fighting, this is it. YOU ARE LOVED. TRUST ME IT WON'T BE LIKE THIS. GET HELP PLEASE.

  • Beloved Of Christ

    Beloved Of Christ

    24 dni temu

    Jesus loves you Inês

  • cigz

    cigz

    Miesiąc temu

    hey r u ok?

  • cummingforlevi
    cummingforleviMiesiąc temu

    my sister just lost her best friend recently to sucide and I wasn't really close to her best friend but I loved her for being there for my sister since she also had sucidal thoughts and I always thought they helped each others pain, and would always find reasons to stay alive , sadly they had a long distance friendship so it was hard, but they where one year apart so she and my sister where going to move in with each other. When my sister and her where bestfriends it was the most I've ever seen her happy. I wish she was still here even if she wasn't my best friend she still cared for me and I loved her for that. The worst thing was she wrote me a sucide letter too and it really hit me and it sucks because I couldn't help and I wish I could but sometimes you could only do some much.

  • joey doh
    joey dohMiesiąc temu

    it's when you realize the only reason you're still here is because you're afraid of passing the pain to anyone, especially your parents. but the pain just lingers, it doesnt stop- it doesnt go away. i just wish i was never born to begin with, so i wont have to deal with everything. having these thoughts are tiring and theyre consuming me. i wanna die but i dont wanna kill myself. i just want everything to end, and i love my mom too much to put her through all of these

  • maddy

    maddy

    Miesiąc temu

    this is exactly how i feel. i hope the best for you

  • C J
    C JMiesiąc temu

    If anyone seeing this, ever needs to talk, I'm here. Talk to me. I know exactly how it feels, cz I have been there before. You matter. You're worthy. You're loved. Please do not kill yourself. I know how hard it is rn, but it will get better, I promise. my email- csj251002@gmail.com Feel free to reach out, anytime.

  • SuperVladdrakula

    SuperVladdrakula

    Dzień temu

    @C J And so could you. This misery also could've not existed for no good reason in the first place.

  • C J

    C J

    Dzień temu

    @SuperVladdrakula okay, you could have chosen to ignore and scroll down.

  • SuperVladdrakula

    SuperVladdrakula

    4 dni temu

    @Barry McKockiner You are so right... "It's literally just saying the opposite of what they're thinking." Often, it's literally _the_ opposite of what happens.

  • SuperVladdrakula

    SuperVladdrakula

    4 dni temu

    Another bunch of rubbish...

  • C J

    C J

    10 dni temu

    @Manjot Kaloty

  • TENGKU SARAH KARMILA BINTI TENGKU NASARUDDIN Moe
    TENGKU SARAH KARMILA BINTI TENGKU NASARUDDIN MoeMiesiąc temu

    i hate my dad i miss the old him,i miss being his little princess but apparently when i turned 10 he thinks its ok to give me trauma,making me feel worthless and call me retarded.I hate it,i hate seeing my cousins dad being goofy and loving when with her.I want that kind of love again,it hurts yearning for a love that ill never be able to get again.I truly loved the dad who treated me with nothing but pure fatherly love,and i truly from the bottom of my heart, hate the dad who made me cry everynight because of his words that cut me deeper than a knife.I wanna kill myself so he can finally open his eyes and see how horrible of a father he was,i wanna inflict the same pain that he inflicted onto me as a mere child,but ill make it 10x worse than what he did to me.I want him to forever live with the guilt of being the reason for my suicide.

  • Barry McKockiner

    Barry McKockiner

    Miesiąc temu

    What has he done that you think makes him a bad father? Time heals a lot of things, better days may still come. He might see his past self the same way you're seeing him now. He might regret the way he acted towards you and he might want to be a better father then. He might wish he'd have stayed being the father that he was when you were a little child. Until those days come, you can only endure the pain you're feeling now. If those days never come, well, it'd be a big bruh moment lmao.

  • C J

    C J

    Miesiąc temu

    hey, I know words aren't going to be enough for the kind of pain you've felt, but, please don't kill yourself. Atleast please consider it. I am sure you're a gift to many, if not your dad. What he did makes him a bad person, not you. Please do not inflict more pain upon yourself than you have already experienced. Do not lose more to loss. If you want to talk, I'm here. If you need a friend, I'm here. As someone who has tried to commit suicide, trust me, I won't ever judge you, but I need you to know that living is worth it. ❤💞

  • Fruity Pebbles
    Fruity PebblesMiesiąc temu

    Im killing myself right now! The Pain is Just Too Much. Nothing Gets Rid of it. Bye World, Goodbye Everyone! 😭😭

  • Riley

    Riley

    12 dni temu

    @miss quack Me too ):

  • miss quack

    miss quack

    12 dni temu

    @Riley i hope they are still here :((

  • miss quack

    miss quack

    12 dni temu

    NO! DONT YOU DARE DO THAT you have your whole life ahead. getting married, having your own children (even if you arent female) having those happy moments ahead, and you want to give it up because right now its hard? NO. it gets better, i promise. the reason everyone says that is because, well, its true. these thoughts and feelings dont ever last your whole life. and PLEASEE call the su!c!de hotline, please. i know im a stranger on the internet, but please. the people in your life that love you would find you, and cry. they would be so sad that your gone. please dont go. it. gets. better.

  • Teagan Boyd

    Teagan Boyd

    15 dni temu

    it isn't going to be like this forever. If you're looking for a sign to keep fighting, this is it. YOU ARE LOVED. TRUST ME IT WON'T BE LIKE THIS. GET HELP PLEASE.

  • Riley

    Riley

    Miesiąc temu

    please dont. Are you still here??

  • angel
    angelMiesiąc temu

    thank you for fighting. you're so strong. i love you.

  • Luis Cruz-Peña
    Luis Cruz-PeñaMiesiąc temu

    I lost my friend to suicide. It's hard not to want to do the same. Idk what to call this feeling but it makes life so hard to bare.

  • Teagan Boyd

    Teagan Boyd

    15 dni temu

    it isn't going to be like this forever. If you're looking for a sign to keep fighting, this is it. YOU ARE LOVED. TRUST ME IT WON'T BE LIKE THIS. GET HELP PLEASE.

  • OhhhJimmyboy
    OhhhJimmyboyMiesiąc temu

    I am trying to work the courage to do it now. My mom dad Gf and best friend all know I will try tonight and no one tried to stop me or said I love u or even Called to check up. Now I feel like I have to do it even more because they all dot care much or think I’m bluffing

  • Teagan Boyd

    Teagan Boyd

    15 dni temu

    it isn't going to be like this forever. If you're looking for a sign to keep fighting, this is it. YOU ARE LOVED. TRUST ME IT WON'T BE LIKE THIS. GET HELP PLEASE.

  • bob sipus

    bob sipus

    Miesiąc temu

    Are you feeling any better?

  • Lucie Cornelia

    Lucie Cornelia

    Miesiąc temu

    How are you doing?

  • Shashank Tiwari

    Shashank Tiwari

    Miesiąc temu

    Also you are soul you are multidimensional being and in this word there is always a one person that will care for you but you have to hold on

  • Shashank Tiwari

    Shashank Tiwari

    Miesiąc temu

    Im not forcing you to take or not take this path but listen i was also at the stage where you are now and i thought there is no hope but listen there is hope i survived and now i am living my life with fullest and sometimes i think i am most lucky person in this word so please understand pain istemporrary in life like cycle of joy comes and goes same holds for sadness but im the proof that life do not always stuck so pleeease hold on now cause iam the proof

  • Chris Forbes
    Chris ForbesMiesiąc temu

    I was born with a learning and speech disability. Everybody made fun of me or would treat me like I’m not even human. I’m alone and don’t know what to do. I’ve already ran the scenario over and over again. Peoples lives would be better if I was gone. I can’t name one person who would miss me. I’d be a forgotten soul... goodbye everyone

  • Teagan Boyd

    Teagan Boyd

    15 dni temu

    it isn't going to be like this forever. If you're looking for a sign to keep fighting, this is it. YOU ARE LOVED. TRUST ME IT WON'T BE LIKE THIS. GET HELP PLEASE.

  • plasma123

    plasma123

    26 dni temu

    The people who maked fun of y are monsters the bullies ARE NOT HUMANS everyone should be treated nice people these days go find something to do not making fun of people i littery want to punch thos bullies right now😡

  • ꧁ Daisy ꧂

    ꧁ Daisy ꧂

    Miesiąc temu

    i’d miss you! i know i’m just a stranger but i love and care for you. please hang on and keep fighting. you’re perfectly imperfect.

  • OhhhJimmyboy

    OhhhJimmyboy

    Miesiąc temu

    Get the book final exit by Derek humphreys. It will tell yo how to do it and how to make sure your ready and the aftermath and the legal aspect of it al and everything .....if your honestly hurting that bad then it will tell you exactly what works and what doesn’t and steps of how ....

  • Tommo&Harold

    Tommo&Harold

    Miesiąc temu

    omg, please know you are loved, and I know it sounds cliche, but it will 100% get better. If you ever need to talk I'll be here :)

  • Anuj Punekar
    Anuj PunekarMiesiąc temu

    We're here for each other.

  • Pia Schlömer
    Pia SchlömerMiesiąc temu

    Thanks for sharing this video

  • m00n_
    m00n_Miesiąc temu

    I am so sick and tired of my family just caring about my grades like im trying my hardest.

  • Teagan Boyd

    Teagan Boyd

    15 dni temu

    it isn't going to be like this forever. If you're looking for a sign to keep fighting, this is it. YOU ARE LOVED. TRUST ME IT WON'T BE LIKE THIS. GET HELP PLEASE.

  • Ashley-Rose Whitney

    Ashley-Rose Whitney

    Miesiąc temu

    same

  • Tomydo1

    Tomydo1

    Miesiąc temu

    same man, plus i got bullied in school, they call me "weak", "racist", "shrimp noodles", " bowl of noodle" and my parents don't even care about my situation, they just care about grades and future and doesn't agree with my dreams

  • Powerful BERRY
    Powerful BERRYMiesiąc temu

    Is the first man a madam or a man

  • Barry McKockiner

    Barry McKockiner

    Miesiąc temu

    @cigz No one asked. Your statement was absolutely useless. It contributed nothing to giving the guy's question an answer.

  • Barry McKockiner

    Barry McKockiner

    Miesiąc temu

    Madam.

  • cigz

    cigz

    Miesiąc temu

    does it matter? Also they could go by niether.

  • Maria Munawar
    Maria MunawarMiesiąc temu

    Theyre talking about how sad they are and not thinking why they did that and what urged them

  • Твое Имя
    Твое ИмяMiesiąc temu

    I am so pissed off. And so angry. Wish i was never born; been unable to do what i must do. Hating everybody, their egoism. Staying for the cat

  • cigz

    cigz

    Miesiąc temu

    i dont want my dogs to be confused

  • TnAg25
    TnAg25Miesiąc temu

    I just don't wanna be here anymore , the pain , the physical pain , the mental pain

  • ꧁ Daisy ꧂

    ꧁ Daisy ꧂

    Miesiąc temu

    please hold on guys...so many people would miss you and i’m one of them. i love and care for you.

  • TnAg25

    TnAg25

    Miesiąc temu

    @Joshツ Same ! Like I don't want my brother to go through this , it will spoil his future

  • Joshツ

    Joshツ

    Miesiąc temu

    Same I just dont wanna put any of my family through this.

  • ADOBLO
    ADOBLOMiesiąc temu

    I don't matter

  • SuperVladdrakula

    SuperVladdrakula

    4 dni temu

    @julia v Stop lying. Just stop that.

  • Crawford Klinner

    Crawford Klinner

    17 dni temu

    *do You DO matter.

  • ꧁ Daisy ꧂

    ꧁ Daisy ꧂

    Miesiąc temu

    you matter!

  • help me reach 30k subscribers please ,

    help me reach 30k subscribers please ,

    Miesiąc temu

    hey,how are you feeling today you matter you ARE loved please don’t say that instead say that you matter say that i’m worth it don’t worry your not alone i have depression and i’m suffering a lot but we all can do it you can go to a therapist or try to do something that makes you happy ilysm i’m proud of you

  • julia v

    julia v

    Miesiąc temu

    yes you do. you always matter.

  • Crytan Anime
    Crytan AnimeMiesiąc temu

    My friend Patrick ended his life three days ago. I don’t know how to feel. I knew that he had suicidal thoughts and so many mental issues he was dealing with, but I never knew how to reach out and help him properly. I never thought he would really go through with it, and now it’s too late. Please check up on your friends, and be there for them. If you are struggling yourself, please talk to someone.

  • trolled

    trolled

    Miesiąc temu

    'help me, please, someone.' some may say this, i do, but not everyone says it to anyone

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